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Dreams for Sale


 What you have missed
 

I have lost six pounds
grown ten inches
attached stretch marks to my torso
and a few laugh lines to the corners of my face

I have cried
reclaimed my sexuality
built a cradle for my armor
and fastened a louder pitch to my stride

My backbone has developed a steel center
to prevail over my fear of spiders
heights and you

My thoughts have acquired deep calluses
and the nimble acrobatics of a pen
or a concerto in D

I do not visit the area twice
or dwell on memories
like things I can’t touch

I have discovered ways to write underwater,
to fill a page with a single belief,
to shoot a pistol,
to let go at the intersection

I no longer wear glasses
and I never blink twice

I defied the law of gravity in June
made some new friends
and purchased a full length mirror for my bathroom

I stand naked in front of it nightly to stare
at things you can’t touch.


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 Perishables
 

I find everything depressing

most especially

happy endings

I weep for those characters

who stand on the brink

of irreversible and ugly truths

they have yet to discover

I’m not sorry it pains me

what a cruel fate

the universe returns

one day

I stopped believing that such ideas

like love are sustainable

we will rot like fruit

develop imperfections and perish

and all we have left to show for it

    is a photograph

the ouroboros

of our regrets.


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 World View
 

You scored as a Idealist

Idealism centers around the belief that we are moving towards something greater. An odd mix of evolutionist and spiritualist, you see the divine within ourselves, waiting to emerge over time. Many religious traditions express how the divine spirit lost its identity, thus creating our world of turmoil, but in time it will find itself and all things will again become one.
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 To Attract a Rescuer
 

THE INDIVIDUALIST
Enneagram Type Four

 
The Sensitive, Introspective type: Expressive, Dramatic, Self-Absorbed, and Temperamental
Basic Fear: That they have no identity or personal significance
Basic Desire: To find themselves and their significance

Healthy Levels

Level 1 (At Their Best): Profoundly creative, expressing the personal and the universal, possibly in a work of art. Inspired, self-renewing and regenerating: able to transform all their experiences into something valuable: self-creative.

Level 2: Self-aware, introspective, on the "search for self," aware of feelings and inner impulses. Sensitive and intuitive both to self and others: gentle, tactful, compassionate.

Level 3: Highly personal, individualistic, "true to self." Self-revealing, emotionally honest, humane. Ironic view of self and life: can be serious and funny, vulnerable and emotionally strong.

Average Levels

Level 4: Take an artistic, romantic orientation to life, creating a beautiful, aesthetic environment to cultivate and prolong personal feelings. Heighten reality through fantasy, passionate feelings, and the imagination.

Level 5: To stay in touch with feelings, they interiorize everything, taking everything personally, but become self-absorbed and introverted, moody and hypersensitive, shy and self-conscious, unable to be spontaneous or to "get out of themselves." Stay withdrawn to protect their self-image and to buy time to sort out feelings.

Level 6: Gradually think that they are different from others, and feel that they are exempt from living as everyone else does. They become melancholy dreamers, disdainful, decadent, and sensual, living in a fantasy world. Self-pity and envy of others leads to self-indulgence, and to becoming increasingly impractical, unproductive, effete, and precious.

Unhealthy Levels

Level 7: When dreams fail, become self-inhibiting and angry at self, depressed and alienated from self and others, blocked and emotionally paralyzed. Ashamed of self, fatigued and unable to function.

Level 8: Tormented by delusional self-contempt, self-reproaches, self-hatred, and morbid thoughts: everything is a source of torment. Blaming others, they drive away anyone who tries to help them.

Level 9: Despairing, feel hopeless and become self-destructive, possibly abusing alcohol or drugs to escape. In the extreme: emotional breakdown or suicide is likely. Generally corresponds to the Avoidant, Depressive, and Narcissistic personality disorders.

Key Motivations: Want to express themselves and their individuality, to create and surround themselves with beauty, to maintain certain moods and feelings, to withdraw to protect their self-image, to take care of emotional needs before attending to anything else, to attract a "rescuer."



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 A Crazed Girl
 

William Butler Yeats

That crazed girl improvising her music.
Her poetry, dancing upon the shore,
Her soul in division from itself
Climbing, falling She knew not where,
Hiding amid the cargo of a steamship,
Her knee-cap broken, that girl I declare
A beautiful lofty thing, or a thing
Heroically lost, heroically found.



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